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still a boy

by Ethan Sage

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1.
Try Again 04:29
I tell her every time, damn books ain't worth your money, you're barely keeping alive, go on now run away honey My words they leave my mouth, nothing seems to come of it, the patients come and go, the waiting, I'm sick of it Come on now pick yourself up man, you know very well she ain't coming back again, listen up get yourself a plan, put on your shoes, walk out the door, fix your shit and try again Emotion takes control, everything gets all sappy, one day I'll find the love of my life, like buzzing bees, you and me happy The days of curly hair, are long gone and that's just the way it is, now fixing broken hearts is my only stratagem
2.
Everybody 04:26
Everybody wants to be famous, everybody's got some words, everybody wants to be famous, everybody wants to be heard Everybody thinks they're special, thinking they've got the magic touch, everybody thinks they're special, thinking they're gonna make the cut Evan he's gonna be an actor, he wants to be in a movie you'll probably see, Sarah she's gonna be an athlete, she wants to make all of the crowds scream Sometimes I want to give it all up, and try to find a job that pays, maybe I'll start a bar band, who knows you know, whats the shame I really wish that I could be happy, singing songs to myself, I really wish that I could be happy, without millions of peoples help But I won't lie I want it all, I want my poster hanging on your wall In your room, But is that me or is that my phone screen, brain washing and programming me to believe in unrealistic expectations of what success is And they all told you it wouldn't be easy, and you just laughed it off, but now you're out there in the real world, asking yourself is this really what you want?
3.
Fooled 03:28
When I met you, you were sitting in the kitchen, you said that you liked st vincent, then we laid down in a park and you told me about the stars, I was a bit young, but a little bit taller, but I was too dumb to notice the problem, and thought I was in love right from the start And you got to hold the gun, thinking this is finally fun, in control of your world, you thought you'd won You came and went as you pleased, no one could resist your charm and beauty, to put it simply you had us all fooled I was sixteen when you took about it all, my love, my innocence, my ability to fall madly in love with anything else in this goddamn world But once you realized that was the truth, you took off running for something new, and set your sights for the distant land of Kalamazoo Now four years has come and gone, and I'm still trying to write this damn song, but I'm having a hard time finding the words So if this story sounds a little like you, let me tell you, you probably got used, the pain never stops but it does grow old So finish your drink and follow the night, try to crack a smile, who knows what you might, just bump into throughout this life Note: 1 Abuse of any kind is never okay, big or small. 2 Abuse is a choice 3 I was 18 when I finished writing this song so you can do the math. you know who you are.
4.
Do you realize, that we haven't got much time, and that it's always a possibility that this could be our last goodbye So I'm going to go ahead and try to open up inside, cause the clock is ticking, and my mind is spinning, and I don't want to be alone So although the night might not feel quite right, and a party won't do the trick, I just need you to know that I love you so, so, so much Cause the world is dying, and with every second we are too, and with mother nature and her plastics and papers, I just don't know what to do So hold each other tightly, please love them while you can, cause who the hell knows when a bomb will explode, yeah, who the hell knows So although your life might just be a light that's destined to go out, I just need you to know that I love you all so, so, so, so, much

about

This record symbolizes my growth and closure. It's honest, raw, sad, confused, and trying to go somewhere. It's taken a long time to make mainly due to me contemplating the most minute details as well as learning much about mixing and writing music--that probably won't show, but I have accepted that at this point. Anyway, I hope you find something inside this thing that brings you some solace or joy.

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released October 30, 2019

Recorded, Mixed and Mastered by Jake Kalmink at The Stooge

Guitar and Vocals by Ethan Sage

Bass by Caleb DeYoung

Drums by Jake Kalmink

All Songs Written by Ethan Sage

Idle Idol Records

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Ethan Sage Kalamazoo, Michigan

Ethan Sage is a songwriter and the frontman of the band Visk Mono.

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